1 forward 2 steps backwards?
being in an relationship is akin to slapping yourself in the face at times.. i do love her but some times..it feels as though things are moving 1 step forward and 2 steps backwards..
no calls returned no sms replies for 2 weeks.. its driving me nuts just thinking about whats happening.. to the point where its been affecting my everyday life, mood swings and work especially.. can anyone have such an inpact in your life? i use to think thats bullshit cuz u’re the master of your own destiny.. now i think i’m the idiot…
well.. i’m fed up with it….. rantings over and hopefully my fishing trip this vesak day weekend will clear my mind and show me a direction to go or i’ll jump into the sea!
lolx… i won’t do that… but it’s weighting my mind down… gotta get rid of it somehow before i go nuts and really do something i wouldn’t normally do. I’m a generous soft hearted bastard who gets overlooked all the time…perhaps i should throw myself into fishing instead of dealing with this.. then again the feelings are just gonna resurface after some time..
hugs and kisses
andrew
PS wish me luck on my fishing trip!
