have u ever love somebody so much it made u cry? have u ever needed something so bad you can’t sleep at night? have u ever tried to find the words but they don’t come out right?
brandy-have you ever…
thats how i feel… damn this song hits it on the head!!
well today was a good day! kit and myself went over to bedok jetty early in the morning at 7.30am with 3 things in mind
1. test the fishing rods that we repaired ourselfs a couple of days ago
2. regain the casting and fishing techniques which were lost through years of neglect
3. get sun burned and bitch about it later 
the fishing wasn’t that great considering we had only managed to catch a couple of taman’s aka the fish u always see inside packets of Nasi Lemak BUT we had met all targets we set out to accomplish… especially target number 3 though we didn’t turn black.. we did somehow manage to turn a lighter shade of red on the whole body..
and as everyone who has gone fishing with me before i usually smoke during these trips.. though i hate smoking its just a very bad habit formed during my early years fishing with my kakis adrian ( known him for 20 years but he’s MIA atm), ah peng and yi her at bedok jetty..
haha…. makes me wanna turn back the clock to go back to those young years…
singing hokien songs( i have no idea what i was singing back then but it sounded great)
torturing eels ( they were a real menace.. every time i was there i’ll hook at least 4-5 of those buggers.. now if i get 1 i’ll bring them back to make teriaki unagi)
peeing at the corner of the jetty while no one was looking ( yes.. it sounds disgusting but the nearest civilised toilet was about 1.2kms away back then..)
chatting with the roller blading chicks who goes around in their sports bras (hey i was young then! so don’t look at me like that)
so many many wonderful memories back at the jetty… perfect for taking my mind off other issues
can’t wait for the kelong trip next week!!! i’ll take lotsa pictures and post them up as soon as i can =)
hugs and kisses
andrew
being in an relationship is akin to slapping yourself in the face at times.. i do love her but some times..it feels as though things are moving 1 step forward and 2 steps backwards..
no calls returned no sms replies for 2 weeks.. its driving me nuts just thinking about whats happening.. to the point where its been affecting my everyday life, mood swings and work especially.. can anyone have such an inpact in your life? i use to think thats bullshit cuz u’re the master of your own destiny.. now i think i’m the idiot…
well.. i’m fed up with it….. rantings over and hopefully my fishing trip this vesak day weekend will clear my mind and show me a direction to go or i’ll jump into the sea!
lolx… i won’t do that… but it’s weighting my mind down… gotta get rid of it somehow before i go nuts and really do something i wouldn’t normally do. I’m a generous soft hearted bastard who gets overlooked all the time…perhaps i should throw myself into fishing instead of dealing with this.. then again the feelings are just gonna resurface after some time..
hugs and kisses
andrew
PS wish me luck on my fishing trip!
i just happen to find this rare gem of a article on wikipedia while searching up another phrase "i believe in the FSM!" which left me wondering what the fuck is FSM?
well… i’ll save u the 10 seconds it takes for u lazy buggers to type it out on yahu or gogle.. it means "flying spagatti monster" =) u can go look it up if u’re interested in a really qurky way to protest against something
the thing about religion is that it tends to rely on blind faith and believe in the ommipresent and all power god in everything it comes into contact with.
lets say a relative is dying… and people ask u to pray and sacrifice something… 2 senarios could happen..
1. he/she dies
to which people will tell you god/goddess wants him/her to be with him/her ( god/goddess is unisex i think or he could be male or female? depending on which religion you believe in)
2 he/she survives
to which people which tell u god has heard your prayers and you should be happy with that and give more money and spend more time at the temple/church/mosque/ etc etc….
something interesting right? well.. to religious people thats propostrous!!!! and then i should be burned at the stake and turned upside down and have something really blunt shafed up my you know what..
well.. this is a discussion and we’re discussing so keep those hammers and knifes down and hear me out.. why am i writing this? well, read the following extract
" The "believers" famous sayings about faith in the invisible pink unicorn is that, like other religions, it is founded in science and faith. Science - that states that she must be invisible, since we cannot see her. Faith - because we know in our heart that the invisible pink unicorn exists. This is of course a parody of the theological reasoning of other religions. "
enough of that and let me blog! haha… this weekend was really tooo quiet.. i hate quiet weekends..
i called her but she didn’t answer the phone or called me back.. sigh.. low morale now…
gonna buy attempt to buy a bicycle to cycle around next week so i can have a coupe of different things to exercise/play with :) next wek should be fun too! 4 day work lol… then again i got tons of things to do.. sigh… working life sucks…
hugs and kisses
andrew
helooooooO!!!! wow… i think i’ve been bitten by this whole blogging thingy.. the whole letting the whole world know what i’ve been up too and thinking aloud seems to appeal to me some how… then again i tend to say what i’m thinking unconsiencely… and yes i know its a bad habit.. at least my colleagues are having a good laugh about it though
went over to vivocity like i usually do to either look for a special someone ( who seems to have changed over the weekend) or to walk walk shop shop a little before heading home like i always do.. i actually did something i wanted to do for a long time.. which is to buy the second book of ‘the dark war’ series by my fave author Raymond E Fiest hehehe….
i’m about 1/3 of the way through the book now though.. and i only bought it 2 hours ago at 8++… and yes i’m a fast reader..
well its 11pm as i right this and my blood pressure is heading northwards cuz i’m lacking sleep… to the nice people who read my blog (”,) good night sleep tight
hugs and kisses
andrew
tonight i came across a beautiful movie and it pretty much blew away my preception of singapore films being crap ever since i watched a little known movie called "eating air"
Wong li lin was perfect in her delivery of li ann and her supporting cast of friends and Ananda Everingham the dude who played her lover interest match her peformance to a T and of cuz joan chen.. cept for KS who was played by qi wu… he was good but he kinda stood out like a sore thumb among the ones that were outstanding..
i really did feel for her charactor as she battled her own emotions of meeting "the one" and seperating from him.. the 2 hours she spent with him was magical in a word… the on screen chemistry between li lin and ananda was wunderful!
its 11.30pm now and i really need to get to sleep.. but i just gotta write this blog down.. lol… if u haven caught "the leap years" yet i honestly and sincerly hope u take a chunk of time out of your busy life and watch it with your dearest…
you’ll thank me for it 
hugs and kisses
andrew
